Soon, the rain, will was away the sun, As I melt withyou, I am ghost.<\I>

Yea. It is. I just never expected any of it to happen.

That’s what made it a dream.

I’m not used to things happening. I’m not used to progression. Which is sad. Up until now, my life has been a party, with little consequence. I didn’t have to think about tomorrow, much less, months from now. All I had to worry about was a clean work shirt and making enough money in a shift to buy a 30 pack.

I won’t lie. Fame? Always sparked an interest. Money? You’d be a fool to not want it. Travel? God. All of this is happeneing so fast.

I can’t help but wonder though, what life wouldve been like if I finished highschool. It definitely wouldn’t have been as interesting, and I may not have reconnected with/met some very important people. If I finished highschool, I probably wouldve gone to STAR cosmetology. Which would put me in a pretty low paying place in a small town.

Egh. I can’t even finish this post. My head is confused. Why? Because, looking at all of this rationally, finishing highschool, and not doing what I’ve done, wouldve landed me right where I started.

Dropping out, becoming who I am, and doing what little I’ve done, is taking me to fucking London, to Advanced Academy. I know so many people, that are working so hard, harder than me. I’m not saying I don’t deserve it, I’ve been trough some hard shit, but, this feeling, I can’t shake, people who’ve done so much more, who put in way more effort. It’s just. I just..

I don’t..

Life is funny.

But I’m still waiting for the punch line.